'FRIENDS'...

hey deary...u gv me an idea wat 2 blog afta readin ur tags..

its true sumtimes frens mite juz pull us down..afta realising wat ur goin thru,i gez 'friend' is a name given 4 sum1 we noe...'friend' wont undastnd wat we're goin thru n dey dun even bother if dey'r hurtin us...in my life 4 almoz 22yrs,honestly i hv oni a few buddy's...n dat piple is Juraimi,Musliha n My Family...to me a buddy is more suitable 4 piple who rili appreciates n understand me...it means alot...

'friends' cm n go...buddy will stay wit u whereva u r...ur ups, downs, ur happy n ur sad tymes...regret to sae all diz bt indeed its true...i gez diz is y FRIENDS & BUDDY is a 2 diffrent ting eventho d meaning is almoz the same...

''FRIENDS''

person who will be around wit u wen dey r lonely,sad,in trouble or ask to hv fun till ur 'drowned'...n afta dat dey gone missin...but wen u gt d chanz to mit piple who noe dem n ask bout ur 'friend' whereabouts,u'll hear shits frm deir mouth bout ur wrongdoings wich ur used to be 'friend' told...dey will alwaes gt jealous of u n starts to mk piple arnd u hate u...diz piple will laugh looking on hw far u'll fell...

''BUDDY''

human who will undastan ur mistakes n try to undastan even if dey cnt b in ur shoes...dey will b around weneva u nid dem...will neva judge bt will alwaes listen to d otha party confessions witout fillin sick n tired...n dey will alwaes miz u wit or witout sayin it 2 u...once dey c u infront of dem,u cn alwaes c hw excited dey r talkin 2 u...moz importantly,dey will neva stop u frm making mistakes...coz dey noe,frm a mistake u will learn sumtin in life...bt dun gt it rong...dey will alwaes b arnd to alert u weneva its tyme 4 u 2 wake up...

GUYS.....PLIZ STOP HURTIN US GERLS....

i beg u GUYS...me n mus r gerls wit filins juz like otha normal gerls altho we mite luk stupid,dumb or even fool in ur eyes...it hurts us so much to hear u piple shout at us...dun u piple eva tink wat ur gf mite fil if dey were in our situation???

im not bloggin bout my unsatisfaction wit u piple...im here to juz let out my filins...PLEASE...trit us WIT RESPECT like hw ur gona respect ur own gf...u guys mite have ur EGOS...we gerls do too...but we tried so hard not to use our EGOS wit U PIPLE coz we treasure dat fren-relationship so much...

in my eyes,u piple kip on hurtin us n make us fil so useless at times...for GOD SAKE!!ECAH & MUS r born as a normal gerl hu have sensitivity at all times...Y MUZ WE GERLS UNDASTAND U GUYS WEN U PIPLE DUN EVEN BOTHA BOUT US???wats so gud bout u GUYS dat u have d authority to SHIT on us gerls???

PLIZ START MAKING ME CALL U PIPLE *MEN* INSTEAD OF *GUYS*...N DO UNDASTAND DAT OUR PATIENCE HAS ITS LIMIT...TRIT US WIT RESPECT N WE'LL RETURN U DAT SAME RESPECT...DUN U EVA TINK WE KEPT SILENT COZ WE'RE AFRAID OF LOSING U...NO...WE JUZ DUN WANA HURT UR FILINS...coz we r humans too...

STOP DEGRADING N START RESPECTING...IM SURE NO 1 LUVS TO B FARKED...SAME GOES TO US...MIRROR URSELF B4 FARKIN US...COZ GOD NOES WENS D TIME TO GIV IT ALL BEK TO U...JUZ DUN MAKE US FIL DAT U PIPLE R BUNCH OF LOSERS...U DUN NID TO APPRECIATE...JUZ GIV US D RESPECT...WE MITE NOT LUK GORGEOUS IN UR EYES...BT HONESTLY,WE BEHAVE WELL ENAF DEN THOSE GERLS U PIPLE MET ON & FF...

READ DIZ N LEARN...ITS JUZ SUMTIN DAT U PIPLE NID TO SEE N NOE DAT WE HATE BEIN SHOUTED AT PUBLIC N ALL...NO 1 NOES HOW BAD DIZ TEARS WANA FALL ICH TIME WE WERE ILL-TRITED...WE SMILE DUN ALWAEZ MIN DAT WE'RE HAPPY...DO TAKE NOTE...TANX...

at last1!!!!!gt bek my monitor!!!!!wuhoo.....

**lurve him eternally**

hahahah...puas hati skarang da dpt alek monitor afta sendin 4 repair...

aniwae,saw my used to b gud fren twice on fridae nite...hahaha...da kurus da die...tk brani nk tegur coz we r like strangers oredi...bt deep down,he's still a gud fren of mine...hu's owaes arnd wen im trouble in d past...its moving on time rite buddy...





btw bf,u luk charmin dae by dae...luv u many2 Ju Shadow...hehehe...





ders too many tings dat i intend to update tapi penat plak...probs n probs wit d piple arnd me...haix...pity my frenz...

love quotes...

diz r a few love quotes dat i found n meant alot to me..

*Just because I don't smile doesn't mean that something is wrong.. But when I do, it doesn't mean that everything is right either..*

*This is the punishment of a liar: he is not believed..*

*If you tell a lie, always rehearse it. If it don't sound good to you, it won't sound good to anybody, even when he speaks the truth..*

*I detest the man who hides one thing in the depth of his heart and speaks forth another..*

*Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream..*

*Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves..*

*I self destruct every relationship so that i don't get hurt..but in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run..*

*The couple that fights the most is the one most in love..it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring..*

*The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most..*

**Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep..wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on..One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU..The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her..**

loved or just needed??

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone..

Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show..

Never wanted it to be so cold..

Just didn't drink enough to say you love me..

I can't hold on to me,Wonder what's wrong with me..

Don't want to let it lay me down this time..

Drown my will to fly..

Here in the darkness I know myself..

Can't break free until I let it go..

Let me go..

Darling, I forgive you after all..

Anything is better than to be alone..

And in the end I guess I had to fall..

Always find my place among the ashes..

**diz blue werds rili meant well**

i juz need to be out from home 2dae..nid to rili tink of wat im duin nw n y i care so much..its not juz bout wat i felt..its about d truth i heard from othas whom i trust alot..wat d hell am i gettin nw??god noes hw i felt nw afta knowing d truth..its ok..i may a fool in ur eyes to cheat on..but im not dumb..it may b sumtin ridiculous n sumtin MINOR to u..bt its sumtin MAJOR 4 me..its about who u rili r n how much u rili tink of me..afta knowin d ril ting,i hv doubts in all ur past werds..im sori 4 bein ur burden..n from nw on,I'LL PRAY HARD U'LL GET RID OF DIZ BURDEN A.S.A.P..i felt dat im no longer needed 4 u..ur ways n wat i noe is enaf 4 me to get ready to back off..ders no bestfren in diz werld..even d closest to u..

ALWAYS FIND MY PLACE AMONG THE ASHES..

i duno y bt sumtin sumhow i felt sumone is cheatin on me..im sparin d details of who n wat..bt if he/she terase den too bad..

diff story nw..bout my girl n a new fren..

my girl....

hurt n depressed n i trully undatsnd hw it fils like darlin..i rili do..u cried witout filin tired n u kip tryin witout even tinkin bout shits dat ur given b4..EASY SAID DEN DONE..dats d truth..u did sum stupid stuffs n i did dat b4 too..GUYS cn simply sae dat we're dumb n stupid..bt d fact is,do dey even noe wats d meanin of LOSING SOMEONE U DEADLY LOVED???i doubt so..im nt encouragin u to do bad stuffs wich mite hurt u bt i've been in ur situation b4 n i myself cn stop myself frm duin wat ur duin nw..its stupid of us duin it bt its sumtin killin to try to stop..n dat is FILLINGS & LOVE..

a new fren....

i noe hw it fils to b ILL-TREATED by ur own bf coz i've been thru dat too in life b4..i sux..but wat we can do??its GUYS attitude wich dey'll kip denyin..n d fact is,dey'll alwaes put u d 3rd or 4th in deri life list..1st,family wich is reasonable..2nd,frens whom dey sumtime tell shits bout dem..3rd,d stuffs dey owned n 4th den cums deir gf..im tellin diz off nt due to anger or unsatisfaction..bt mor to experience n facts wich guys will definately objects..d truth is,ur only needed wen dey nid sum fun n wen dey PITY u..otha den dat,80% r lies wen dey sae dat ur important to dem..

SUM1 HV TO DO SUMTIN TO MAKE A RLTNSHP RITE N TOO BAD ITS ALWAYS US GIRLS..SUMTIN WE HV TO SWALLOW..NOT DAT WE WAN IT BT SUMHW FORCED TO..DEY DO SHITS N WE SWALLOW YET WE STILL WAN DEM AS OURS..ITS A QNS SO HARD TO B ANS..(sad to noe diz bt its totaly rite to me..girls cn b so dumb juz bcoz dey wana b loved..)

Dying Pic..

heres a pic of ur band Jurowley...1 of d samples i gt at diz moment..hehe...simple bt diz is just a sample uh...wat i picture in mind nw i cant rili show...lack of materials uh...